the past few days have been the most unfruitful days of my life.

procrastination kills and it did kill my time; time that i could have spend it studying for my finals less than 3 weeks away.

my reason being here sitting in this university privately owned chair is because of the network problems the internet service provider is having. resorting to walk to the underground; a com lab about 10 minutes walk from my rented house.

oh boy i wish that my faculty was at that same venue. that long walk up the hill kills my shoes. although it is good that it balances my body weight; good exercise too.

about iran, i dont know whether i support the US and Israel on their stance on Iran. I like the iranian girls and i think that they got their philosophy wrong cos of their religion and the influence of the mullahs telling them what to do.

in addtion, do love the iranian girls. damn, they are better than iraqi and lebanese girls though.
hmmmm, i think israelian and iranians are about the same par though. lol

will add more links so stay tune.

This week was tough. this whole week especially thursday and friday were zombie days for me. all day staring at the computer, rationalizing about the logic behind my assignment.

i rushed to my friend's house on friday, she was like a totally zombied. Her tone was soft.

she was cute, though. somehow during those 18 hours chatting, doing the assignment together online. i got attracted to her.

i feel wierd about this assignment. maybe its me or just that i am not well disciplined about doing assignments and time management.

anyway. its done and move on to the next 3 assignments.

sadist and serial killer 

I woke up late. Yikes. A bad habit, a shadow following me since last December.

Did the laundry today. At least something is being done and the garbage thrown out. Back to basics in a world. "Living positively in a negative world". Thats something to ponder about.

Thinking of learning French, as a Major or as part of an Elective. God help me.
Not sure whether i should pursue this or just graduate with a degree, find a job here, back in Malaysia or Canada.

Dont worry about tomorrow, For tomorrow will worry about itself- Matthew 6:34.

God give me wisdom so i can excel in my studies. Guide me where you want to go.
Although it could be a advantage of language ability and skills, help me.

Fishing trip yesterday was a bittersweet symphony day. Had a good trip though. It rain quite a bit yesterday and low tide. Meaning no fish to be caught in the midst of 20+ young adults standing on a jetty eager to catch a fish.

some of the buds were a bit doing it for fun, as they have never cast a rod nor tie a knot before. yesterday was a rookie day for some, an expedition for others and mentor mentee program.

i suppose i am a bit of a everything, but more between a seasoned and experienced guide. most of the time, would be doing knots and tying hooks, weights and shining flashlights on the progress being done to work on their rods.

Anna was sick, could not do anything much about it except waiting to go back home. although the trip was successful, no fish dampened the spirits of the men and women, who wanted so much to fish and say to themselves" i did it" and "i fish".

Today was cold, about the same yesterday. My friends told me it was snowing on the streets early in the morning. Something that went unnotice until i found a patch of ice on the grass on the way to lunch. i was too bother rushing for class although i had notice there was dense snow fall on the Mount Wellington this morning.

Tutorials were interesting. i seem to observe everyone, staring at them till eyes meet. I think it is a habit that i had cultivated since childhood.

3 of the 5 presentations were lacking a standard comprehension of university.

One was the whole presentation was fubar, you cant mix selling cars via the internet. i could not bare to see the whole presentation unfold. in the end, i did learn more than i could ever see myself doing those same mistakes.

hint: watch saving private ryan and learn army dialogue.

israel pullout in 4 days time, pray really hard.